Insane Life Update and Recent Nails

So, first I guess I'll show you the recent nails and talk about the other stuff later in the post.

I've become truly addicted to making nails, I constantly want to make them >_<

So I've been making a TON of them. Oh, and I've made a few custom-made ones that were ordered and I can't remember most of the people who ordered them (I have a problem with my memory) so let me know who you are, otherwise I'll keep looking for you in my inbox until I find you, don't worry!

Anyhoooo.......

I'll only show a few of them in this post, there's a ridiculous amount, seriously. So every post for a while will probably have nails in.

Recently, I've been making more shorter nails (still long enough to get asked how I pick my nose and wipe my bum though........ people are so classy).

So here are a few of the recent nails:

I also made some pink nails, with different shades/types of glitter:

So now a few updates! 

I didn't know what else to put as the title, I just know that most of you will think I'm insane....... and, well, I might be!

I'm trying to gradually write a few more things about my actual life in this blog, I've not really talked about anything personal before, apart from with Neton!

Anyhoooo.....

The other night...... 4 nights ago now, I had a dream and I was visited by a deity/angel. She told me to believe in myself, and not to give up. If I can achieve discipline I'll be much closer to enlightenment.

I'm open to all options, I neither believe or disbelieve in anything - not even that I'm here, typing this right now! So it could have been a deity/angel or it could have been my conscious.

Whatever it was, I woke up and decided to achieve discipline. So, for 1 month, I'm doing something that I find incredibly difficult. 

I would love to believe it was actually a deity/angel - but I have extremely realistic dreams so often. Every time I believe they're true I end up in awkward or dangerous situations!

Funny story:

One time I dreamt I died and was stood on a conveyor belt going into complete darkness. There were a line of people in front and behind me, I asked the person in front what was going on and he said we had to jump off at the end and shout our last words that would determine our next life. When I got closer to the front I saw a sign saying 'Jump from here'. Everyone was jumping off shouting insightful words, into an extremely bright light below. When my turn came, I couldn't think of what to say, I jumped off and, as I was falling shouted "FUCK YOU!!!!" (I have no idea why!)!

When I fell into the light, it was like a wormhole but I can't explain it. I was shooting through it and I could gradually feel my limbs stop moving until I was completely paralysed. I was shouting, but I went deaf - I could still feel my voice vibrating in my throat but couldn't hear a thing. Eventually, I shot out of the bright light into space! I was floating around for less than a second until I woke up......

Now is the funny part......

The next day (this was years ago, when I was in high school), I was convinced I was dead!

It was so realistic. I asked like 30 people that day "Are you real? Am I dead then?" I actually laid on the road for a while, waiting for a car because I was so convinced. Luckily, no car came because it was like 2am.

Yeah, I used to be soooo much crazier than I am now. >_< It gives me lots of things to laugh about though!

Oh, guess what! I don't know if I've said this before but I haven't drank tap water for about 13 years! I've only drank bottled water.

However, last week it was so warm that the plastic from the bottle had gone into the water. So it was undrinkable. It was too late to go to the shop and I was really sick and needed water.

So......... I drank tap water! It's a big thing for me. I felt like I was going to throw up at first. In fact, I spat it out the first few attempts, but I kept trying anyway and eventually drank some! I felt sick for a couple of days but I've not had bottled water since!

I'm ill again now though (big surprise!) >_<

I'll probably be updating again soon with more nails (obviously), recent purchases and some other stuff......................... my brain just stopped working.