Thursday, 18 September 2014

Mermaid Hair and ANGER!!!!!!

I uploaded a new video on Youtube! /\
It was for this hair /\

I get asked often how I get my hair like that, so there you go!

 I'm really pissed off though. I hate Google soooooooo much. So much. Youtube used to be such a good website until Google took over. My adsense was disabled because someone 'click bombed' me. Once it's disabled, it's for life. So I can't make money from Youtube anymore. I know it's not all about the money but it was a big part of it for me - my dream is to make videos professionally, Youtube was helping me fund my dream, now it's not. I think I'll still upload anyway, but I'm so pissed off. I'm getting punished for someone else's actions. 

Basically, if you don't like someone on Youtube, just go and 'click-bomb' them (clicking on their adverts over and over) and they will never earn another penny from Youtube. (I mean, don't really do that though, no matter how much you hate the person.).

How stupid is that? 

I worked for over 4 years to get my Youtube videos where they're at now. A lot of money was spent on lighting/filming equipment, software, etc. That money was spent because false promises were made by Youtube. However, it seems that Youtube now values its advertisers over its content-creators. Which is the dumbest thing ever, because there is no Youtube without us, Youtube makes money because of us. Please, someone, just make a new website to replace Youtube - I'll be the first to join! 

Anyway, here was my makeup from the other day:
I wore this dress:
I like how well you can see the hair tinsel in this photo:
I can't even remember what we were doing 
But I know it was windy!:
My eye makeup just before taking it off, people always ask to see it at the end of the night to see how well it stays on:
By the way, I listed some Halloween nails in my shop:
You can buy them HERE

They were requested and then I never heard from the person again,  which has happened a few times now!

I will be adding some more soon too, as well as a video tutorial for the above nails incase you want to try making them yourself! 

I can't wait for Halloween - it's the best thing ever!

But OMG. Another thing that annoys me so much is the lack of 'grown-up' Halloween events! It's like an unwritten rule that once you get over like 12 or something, there no more fun for you! Unless you want to do some wine tasting, or afternoon tea. WTF?!

The only fun stuff is for children, when I was looking for Halloween parties, here is what I found:

'Do you dare visit a creepy old castle at night?'
"Yes!, That's sounds awesome!"
'Scare your little monsters silly with this freaky family event!'

'Halloween fancy dress party'
'-prizes for best childrens costume'

So, then I search for 'adult Halloween events' and all I find is:

'Massive Halloween sex orgy!!!!'

'BDSM Fetish night'

'Vampiric Swingers night! I vant to suck your-'

Where are all the awesome, magical Halloween parties for over 18's?! This is England, we have so many creepy old castles, but they're all been used for children's parties. 

I hate how it's just expected and accepted that adults live a boring, beige life - glitter and unicorns are just for children, right? Even though Halloween was an adult holiday for thousands of years but aimed more at children for the last 70 years, so everyone assumes it's only for children.

Anyway, I'm ranting! I just wish there were some interesting Halloween events/parties! Gr!

Until next time, bye bye! <3


  1. lmao i just scrolled through the photos and say 'sex orgy'. now i just gotta read this LOL!!

  2. will u ever cut ur hair short do u think? like just for a change in style? i think short black hair would look better because it's your natural color. or at least brown. dont u think?

    1. I really doubt it! I want to grow my hair as long as possible - it makes me happy!

      As for the colour, I can only see myself going darker if I absolutely had to! Like, if the bleaching was making my hair fall out! <3

  3. i gree there should be more for non-kids to do on halloween and in general! ^^

  4. what a fake ass fucking bitch u are. take of the darn lashes and bleach and u would look much better

    1. To the Anonymous Trolls,
      Funny you call someone fake but yet hide and use no name to let everyone know who you are. You're probably the one who mass clicked the ads.

      Did you know that there are internet laws against cyber bullying?

      Do you think that just because you posted Anonymously that you are protected from being prosecuted? Brrrk!!! WRONGO pal! There are ways through your IP address that will lead investigators to your ISP, and then not only can you be prosecuted, but your ISP will drop your service and never sell you internet service again.

      So, if you are the person who mass clicked on her youtube and then came here to harass and gloat, guess what? You think it's funny if you permanently shut off her ads, your internet will be permanently shut down, and you will be sent to jail for cyber bullying, plus have to pay some serious fines. So if you cost her money, it's going to now cost you money.

      To anyone coming here and posting words of hatred, you'd better think twice about the cyber bullying, because even if Lhourialiili doesn't report you to the internet police, other people can. She has a lot of friends and fans, and I'm one of them.

      Stop being so jealous of her, stop and think about why you hate so much. Perhaps there is something inside yourself you hate and you don't want to think about it so you hate on others as a form of sick therapy for yourself. Stop it! This world is messed up enough without us hating on each other.

      Women need to stick together and raise each other up. When a woman shuts another woman down because she is jealous, she is really shutting down herself.

      You are hurting yourself by being hurtful to others, you might not see it but you are deranging your spirit man!

      Hugs to Louraiili,
      You hang in there sweetness. I love your blog, your videos, and you are talented. I know these hate comments can be discouraging, especially when they come and try and rub salt in your wounds while you are suffering, no one understands until they walk in your shoes. You have a friend in me hun. I will fight for you.

  5. Lhouraiili,
    I'm really sorry someone did that to you. Same thing happened to me on my blog. I had like $79.00 I was about to cash out, and it was ligit and then someone click bombed my blog, then google took all of the ligit money I earned and did not give me one red cent and disabled my adsense for life. I pleaded with them and went off about it, but to no avail, they just don't care. I too blogged about my hatred for them. I mention it in this post.

    My only suggestion to you is to get affiliate programs going or find another ad network. Google really blew it for me. So I'm right there with you on that.

    It burns me up that someone did that to you. Damn haters. They're all jealous and hate themselves so they take it out on you. It's not right. I'm really getting sick of the way the world is today, so much sickness.

    Hugs to you, keep your light shining Angel. ♥

    1. Thank you so much! I read your comment above also, you said some really nice things! Thank you!

      As for the hate comments, they don't bother me because I already accept that many people don't like me - which is a good thing, because it means this world has variation of thoughts and opinions. I know these people should keep their negative thoughts to themselves, but if they need to get it out anywhere, I would prefer it was here than somewhere else, since it doesn't hurt me much. I'm sure most of them are just having a bad day, and they'll regret their nasty comments later. I actually get comments apologising sometimes!

      I'm sorry about what happened to your blog! Google really is terrible! I think I too was about to be paid - they have great timing, don't they!

      Thanks for the suggestion though, I will look into that! Good luck with your blog! <3

    2. Thank you too! Hope you are having a good day and hugs! ♥

  6. I love your blog; you are colour and fun in an otherwise dreary world! Keep posting and I'll keep reading :)